8.30.2012

YOUR VAMPIRE FANTASY, MY HEADACHE


After a bit of a stand off between me and the guy friend who was protesting me doing my videos, he finally caved and apologized saying that he'd rather have me around than not. I really hope he means it when he says he promises to mellow out and give me his full support. It's a relief to me that he had a change of heart on this, because it was kind of a hole in my heart that he wasn't being here to share in something I'm really enjoying doing.  It's been a great ride since day one, but with out him in the picture, I couldn't fully enjoy it. 

So now that it's past us, for now, I can put my mind at ease and try to put together a script for another difficult subject matter for me but I did get this request long back when I got started - a vampire hypnosis video. 

I'm not digging it. lol

Why do I keep torturing myself and my mind making my brain hurt taking up the difficult task of conjuring up a script for something I've never fantasized myself. I'm not completely ignorant with things related to vampires. I am a fan of and I do watch the HBO series True Blood. But I'm not fascinated with the thought of BEING a vampire. I watch that tv show for the unusual story lines, the witty characters, and the fine looking men. That's it. I'm reaching in trying to come up with the words to say in a hypnosis video to tell a viewer what to believe when for one, I may not be trying to believe it myself, and two, with out believing it myself, how can I make another person do it then?

So it's like the tickle video again. Not my thing, not into it, but yet, here I go again facing the challenge to make a viewer smile. 

I am like my own.. slave. ha ha

Now I got to crack the whip and get myself to work again.

1 comment:

  1. Here's a way of thinking of Vampirism. When you induce someone to go under, you are in fact causing them to expend [spend] their energy. . This is not unlike what the traditional succubus [suc-'CUBE'-us] does [causing nocturnal emissions,especially in young men]. It is a form of Vampirism called Psychic Vampirism.

    You've heard statements of people saying, "Every
    time I see 'such and such' I feel all drained out."

    Spiritualists will tell you that 'Spirits' [all
    kinds ...good and bad] feed off the energy of the living [incarnates]...namely us. Can Spirits see themselves in mirrors ? No ! Nor can Vampires. I'm sure that Holy Water, Crosses and being in the Light will ward off the less intelligent, negative Vampiric spirits. Spirits are immortal. Well so are Vampires. Back in the day when there were no anti-biotics, they used garlic to ward off disease and death as they did in WWI...what has been traditionally used as protections against Vampires. What you
    see on TV is fictionalized nonsense, but there is some hidden truth to Vampirism, but it lies
    in the connection to Spirits.

    Hope this makes you a little more comfortable
    with the subject [vampirism] and a subject [person] who's liable to get [and be] a 'pain in the neck' if you don't handle the subject [vampirism] and subject [person] delicately.

    Be Well,
    Mike

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