I've let the male species distract me long enough these past days, really affecting my productivity. When you've seen me writing, there' s been more than one man in my writings. One was against me doing these videos. The other one was all for me doing the videos yet acting like Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde back and forth in one sitting, acting warm and friendly one minute, then cool and collect and uncaring the next. Some mind games are worse than others. At least the mind games I play are ones that the viewers want to play. So I'm getting off that roller coaster for now.
Woke up hearing the theme music from Rocky. Made me want to put on some boxing gloves and have a go with a punching bag or at least with the tether ball in the back yard.
Smacking and punching the heck out of something can be very cathartic. Good for the soul. Ask any one with violent tendencies about it and you'll find they agree with me completely. =)
Mistress, I find your videos cathartic. It seems
ReplyDeleteto me that some 'transformations' are subtlely embedded in our everyday relationships which we are not consciously aware of. I find that your inductions can help bring those aspect to the surface.