Slave Hypnosis: Basic Training (Featuring Mr. Mats)

Deep in Me

Tonight didn't seem much better than last night, until in the process of forgiving and forgetting, something amazing happened. I think I've carried some hurt buried so deep inside me for so long. But it was out of sight, out of mind. Never actually healing. Until tonight. I think it will now. It's a good way to start the new year..

Ending the Night a Spoiled Brat

Had a day of ups and downs. But the good thing there was more ups than downs. Just kept feeling stress. Then Mats was there keeping me calm and relaxed.

Despite all that, I had one of the funnest writing sessions ever with him. He already spoils me with his time, that I think I was becoming a spoiled brat at the end of the night.

I'm not perfect. Sometimes I can feel rather a mix of emotions inside all at once and it clouds my thinking. Just not too proud of myself tonight.